I watched him walk away. I watched him enter the building. I watched him pause, drop his head, then raise it back up again. I watched as he turned slowly, made two steps then stopped. I watched him watch me, as if he had one last thing to say, something I needed to hear, something I had to hear. But then I watched as he sighed, raised his hand and waved goodbye.

I turned and ordered the driver to leave. He would not have my heart and my tears…

Maybe you've been there before, searching, waiting. Praying, that one day that someone that's been promised to all of us will appear and, as the song suggests: knocks you off your feet. Maybe you, like Jared Covington, have been waiting far too long, and you've begun to lose hope, sight, of what you've really been waiting for, searching for. Maybe your paradise, the one you fantasize about day and night, night and day, is just that, a fantasy. But, what if one day when you least expect it, you findthat love---that light---that feeling of completion that has eluded you for so long---what if, love answers? Will you be ready?

I'm on my Way is a passionate tale of a sometimes bitter, sometimes angry, but always hopeful young man and his search to uncover the love of his life and in the process, himself.

In terse, fluid prose, Christopher David paints three-dimensional portraits of each of his main characters. Set against the backdrop of the ever popular New York City, the book addresses critical issues surrounding being black, gay and at times closeted in America without sounding preachy. David’s high quality of writing, and carefully developed themes seamlessly takes us into the hearts and minds of several young men sorting through some of life’s most pressing issues. This engrossing debut, challenges stereotypes, emits hope, and brings to life the often-misunderstood world of the gay minority.

Curious Minds Want To Know...

Why did you write I’m On My Way?

I grew up alone. Sure there were my parents, my siblings, even my friends, but the truth was/is I grew up with no one to identify with. I knew from the very beginning I was gay. And as soon as I realized it, I knew I had to hide it. I knew no one would understand me, not my parents, my siblings or my friends. My childhood, from grade school to high school was spent masking who I was. So, in a way I wrote this book for every man or woman who like me hid their light, or is hiding their light for fear of what others may think. I wrote this book for every girl and boy who may happen upon my novel and begin to understand their life is not so different after-all; that they too can find happiness in this cold, cold, world.

Another reason I wrote the book was because I wanted to hear a different voice. I was growing tired of the stereotypical black gay male persona. And even more tired of the well, I’m really not sure I’m gay man, dabbling in both worlds driving straight women completely out of their minds. I wanted my characters to show the world there are some masculine same gender loving men out there doing there thing, who are not confused, and happen to be okay with their lifestyle.

What does the title I’m On My Way represent?

For me, it represents one young man’s determination to persevere despite the challenges haunting his life. I’m on my way, if stressed the right way, is such a positive way to look at things. Much like Dr. King’s speech I’ve Been to the Mountain Top, I’m On My Way says with conviction: I’m right behind you, I’m on my way…

How did you get your work published?

Though I often question everything I do, I do realize however fortitude is what gets things done. I decided to self-publish my novel after receiving about five of my query letters back from a few major publishing houses. I’ve never been one to deal well with rejection. In my head it’s always, “I did something wrong,” or, “You’re not good enough.” So, instead of sulking (like I did) over their rejections, I took matters into my own hands and sought out self-publishing. Though I hear the task is daunting, and is almost always filled with hurdle after hurdle, I truly believe it will give me the exposure I need to develop my audience.

How long did it take you to pen I’m On My Way?

It took about a year and a half to write, about nine months to work up the nerves to actually consider publishing it. And two years to re-write what I had written so that what you end up reading is genius.

Do you enjoy writing?

I recently read an article by writer and LGBT advocate Keith Boykin (www.keithboykin.com), in which he admitted he actually hated writing, but, he loves reading what he’s written. It was an: ah-ha! moment for me—finally I thought, someone had taken the time to pinpoint my feelings regarding the woe of writing, and the joy of the finished product. I made it a point to e-mail him and thank him for helping me locate an answer that had eluded me since I first picked up the pen.

What inspires you?

In all honesty, my greatest inspiration would have to be love. My every desire is to allow love to lead me wherever I need to be. Some are afraid of love. Many have never even experienced it. But for me, without love I am nothing; with love, I am everything and more. So yes, love without a doubt would be my greatest inspiration.

To you, what does it mean to be an author? How does it feel?

Being an author is probably one of the best feelings in the world. For me seeing my book in print for the very first time, or finding myself at my very first book-signing will make it all the more real. But right now I’m in la-la land, happy to be done with my first writing project.

It has been said some authors "borrow" scenes from their lives. How much of this novel is your life?

*Laughs* Well…honestly speaking, a lot of the issues many of the characters go through I have experienced at some point or another. I’m not going to mention exactly which ones but um, they’re in there. *Eh, Hem* By the way, this book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or…

Why would someone want to read your novel?

Good question. Life is all about discovery…each of us at some point in our lives will have to go through something another of us has already gone through. Sometimes, it helps if while you’re going through hell you have someone to reach out to—if for no other reason but to hold your hand. Growing up I went through a lot of shit alone, no one—and I do mean no one—should ever have to do that, more less a child. I’m On My Way deals with some tough issues, loneliness, depression, physical abuse, AIDS, racism, etc., but I’m sure you don’t need me to tell you our everyday lives are just as tough. If I’ve done my job well everyone that picks up my novel will be able to relate because in its simplest form, it’s about life, yours, and mine.

 

© Christopher David 2003-2004